I Called In Scared to Work Today…
..which means I called my boss and said: “Hey, I’m afraid that I’m not going to make it in today!”
Tomorrow I may call in blind (”I really don’t see myself coming to work today.”)
Why the sudden outpouring of hate towards the job, you ask? Multiple reasons.
- One, they treat me like an idiot. Granted, at times I am an idiot, but not usually at work (I said “not usually” ass-fart, so get your panties back out of your crack and settle down). I try and save my idiocy for the weekends, and alone time. Regardless, I don’t appreciate being told how to do the same stuff day in and day out, and given detailed explanations about how to pick orders and make deliveries when I’ve been doing it for months (and it took all of two days to learn how to do it the first time).
- Two, the job has no potential for growth. There is nowhere for me to go from where I currently am in this company. I can wait through the years and make my 5% raise, and that is about it. Crock. of. shit.
- Three, I used to be ok with working in a job just as a job, a paycheck. Now I’m not so much. If I spend 40+ hours a week doing something, I damn sure want to like doing it! And I don’t like being in a warehouse.
- Four, last weekend I hung out with a bunch of my classmates from college (for the record, that is also why there was no Caption Contest last Sunday-I was out of town. My bad, and I promise I’ll make up for it). I got caught up with all that they have been doing with their lives since college 6-8 years ago, and truth to tell it was a lot more than I’ve been doing. I’m not jealous, I’m just frustrated. And poor (I admit, that definitely has something to do with it).
I don’t really have any options for another job, or a real solid idea of what I want to be doing in life, but I know that this is not it (ie, did I shave my legs for this?!?). I’m interested in web design, but I don’t have a very artistic approach. I like web development, but I don’t know enough to actually work a job. I like blogging, but my writing is boring. I like the internet, and I can find most anything that people would want to see, but those “research” jobs are rare and even more highly contested than scientific positions in Seattle.
So, what to do?
Crack down on the books, start using the credit cards, and go back to school. I’ll keep you updated.
